天空вℓσи∂ @skyblond@qoto.org

看新闻，以前是反对的声音，现在是性少数群体，将来就是沉默的人，最终所有掌声不够热烈的人都会成为猎物。我觉得。。。
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​中国人的苦难是每一个中国人共同造成的，包括施暴者、受害者和旁观者。旁观者不应该乐观而盲目的相信所谓的官方会有多么公平公正，这种荒诞的信任是中国社会问题的基石。受害者应当与旁观者联合起来，制裁施暴者，而不是等待所谓的官方救援，亦或是仰仗脆弱的自救措施。而施暴者，我没有话要说，你们该死。
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​遗憾的是，现在冷漠的旁观者想要远离施暴者与受害者，热心的旁观者也只是声援，就和国际社会支援乌克兰一样，雷声大雨点小，只是乌克兰人民自己足够坚韧，可我国的受害者就。。。极少数的人想要帮助受害者，可抵不过施暴者，也同样沦为新的受害者。
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​十年浩劫结束并不是因为人们明白过来了，而是因为领导者崩了。愚昧的民族始终没能清醒过来。而我也不过是一个在网络上口嗨，只会声援的旁观者罢了。也许，我也应该少看新闻？

At least now I know humans are *dIvErSItY*

I know nobody who dies on flight MU5735. I know nobody who is currently suffering in Ukraine and Shanghai. But seeing those videos, photos, and reports, I feel dispirited. That's not the world I imagined when I was young. I want to go out and help people, but I don't have the power, and also don't have the money.

Also, you may know the "The Great Translation Movement". Although I'm Chinese, living in mainland China, it's unexpected for me to see those speeches. My weibo account has been banned in 2014, and I rarely view Chinese public social media. I used to have trust issues with my government, now the trust issues extend to the whole society, to all Chinese I don't know. I don't know who will report my speech and try to screw my life up ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

I guess we need to take care of ourselves before we can take care of others. May conscience and braveness lead me.

Replaced all four disks in my unraid server. Today moved 800GB of data, total 2.8TB.

I don't have a spare server to migrate the data, so I pull out old disks, installed new disks, then read the data from the old disk. Unraid use xfs, so each disk can be read.

Before i pull out all disks, I performed a parity check to make sure the old disk has correct data. Maybe it's safer to calculate each file's hash before pulling them out. But I guess they won't be corrupted during the reading process.

Get new RAM modules: 2x32GB DDR4 SODIMM.

Now I can run 8 VMs and 2 IDEAs at the same time, meanwhile having infinite chrome tabs opened.

Here is a test screenshot, where I ran 8 VMs and 2 IDEA, one is running a springboot application service in the background. I also have a Minecraft 1.18 running. For the last 21GB of memory, I used it in the MemTest64.

I don't know why the system has a blue screen because of the "video scheduler internal error". But after I switch to dedicate GPU and switch it back, it just stops crashing.

For those sanctions, I can accept that they are pushing Putin to stop the war. But this announcement? I don't think Putin will stop the invasion just because Russian hams can't get points in CQWW DX contests. I think this is discrimination against Russian hams.

I am personally against Russia's invasion, and I think those sanctions and punishments should be more focused on Putin and his government, rather than normal people (however, I think it's acceptable to have some influence on normal people, but not direct to them).

I do accept sports unions to punish Russia's football teams. It has a wider influence. However, hams? I won't even give a fuck if I was not a ham. I'm not saying all punishment and sanctions are invalid, but you have to make it efficient, rather than kill everything from Russia.

*I'm a certified HAM in China mainland, and my callsign starts with BI1, but I will never publish something that can reveal my identity in public. In China, hams are more likely to work individually, and won't be related to the government, or the invasion. And nobody would care about this announcement if they are not a HAM. So, in my humble opinion, this announcement won't help stop the invasion. Correct me if I'm wrong.*

I'm using JavaFX to finish my frontend.

And I don't want to put buttons for pagination.

So I implemented a table view that can scroll infinitely and automatically load new data when scroll to the bottom.

我又想了想，孔老二说勿以善小而不为，大概就是这样。

首先需要达成共识的一点是个人的重要性大于集体的重要性。失去了人，集体连狗屁都不如。

其次就是无论站在何种立场上，都不应当赞同对基本人权（例如生命权、健康权等）的侵犯。

这样一来关于战争的立场就很显然了：不论历史如何，直接挑起战争就是错的。如果说乌克兰加入北约会影响俄罗斯的安全，那么我觉得当北约入侵俄罗斯时大家也会像今天反对俄罗斯那样反对北约。遗憾的是俄罗斯假想防卫，先入侵的乌克兰，并且自己执意往绝路上走，可以说是十分遗憾了。

另外我看到有人讽刺大家在前几次战争中都默不作声。有一说一我历史课就没醒过来，不过我也知道地球上没有那个国家是好人，因为政府就不是人。一群人聚在一块，能干出什么好事儿，也就能干出什么坏事儿。但前几次的沉默并不是乌克兰人民可以为此丧命的理由。在我看来，换谁发动战争都是值得谴责的。

警惕爱国主义与民族主义杂交。

I hate CSS.

I hate it before I was doing my final project. I hate it when I'm doing my final project, and I will hate it after I finished my final project.

Why centering a div so so damn hard? And why it is extremely hard to build a beautiful UI?