天空вℓσи∂ @skyblond@qoto.org

Watched Liz and the blue bird again. Every time I feel emotionally down from my inner side, I watch this move. (And for those curious, every time someone else annoyed me, I watch John Wick.）

For the Liz and the blue bird, it's a great movie, describes the relationship and feelings of Nozomi and Mizore. It is also a mirror, reflecting the viewer's own past experiences, and let them fill into the film, which makes me feel differently every time I watch it. I think one reason is that I share some of the personalities with the characters in file, and that makes me thinking and help me sort out my inner discord. And that's probably why I like watching anime and movies that describe two person's relationship.

For the most of times, it is always me thinking too much, and falling into the realms of conjecture (came out a result with pure imagination). Sometimes it's correct, sometimes it's wrong. But either way I feel mentally pain during this process of brain working (or let's call it thinking). I dont think this is a bad thing, sometimes it actually warns me and let me prepare for that. But overall it's not a pleasant thing, and will causing problems to how I deal with my relationship with other.

And for this time, other than the two main characters, the other two I like is Ririka and Natsuki.

坏了

我把浇花的水喝了，喝到一半才觉得味儿不对。以后不能用农夫山泉存放浇花的水了（

本来说给倒了，结果就去吃饭了，吃完饭我就给这事儿忘了。吃完饭有点渴，拿起来就喝，一点没犹豫

这下要在飞机上一泻千里了

好像还是第一次遇到航班延误

First time experience a flight delayed.

MMDVM Bridge is causing me to headache. I'm done with it.

I'm actually shocked by the quality of some HAM software... How dare you charge me 70 USD for a pile of VB shit? I admire your algorithm, but I won't pay for your amateur programming. I bet someone can figure out some buffer overflow RCE in those modems.

For some of the open source software, today I tried to set up XLXd, not hard, since there are not many options to config. Basically most of the things are hard coded.

Then I tried to use MMDVM Bridge to connect DMR TG 46001 to my XLX server. Using Github to distribute precompiled binary? No document? No source code? Well, I quit.

I also have a 4b, but I don't have time to set up the hardware. The mmdvm board for zero is kinda small. The pcb trace is antenna. Another model for full size raspberry pi has a dedicated sma connector for external antenna, I think that will be better?

After I move to kunming I need to do some tests to ensure I'm not breaking the law.

Set up pi star on a raspberry pi zero, and immediately ordered a zeo 2 w. Single core is not enough.

During the testing, I got several signals from Chinese stations, but no voice. Some are less than 1s long, and some are multiple seconds. I thought it's my fault on my end, so I spend a lot of time debugging. Then find out they just pushed ptt bottom for testing.

When I test my setup using parrot mode, I always speak out something like "test test 123", so others won't be confused. Especially today is my first time setting up this kind of stuff. Wasted some time, but still feel interesting (and tired, have to pack up my luggage).

Purchased a MMDVM board with Raspberry Pi Zero W, right before I'm planning to move to Kunming.

Then I found out I know nothing about the YSF and Wire-X stuff...

HF is so simple that you just plug the cables and start doing digit modes. WSJT and FT8 are the most popular modes here in China (I guess?). But I tried RTTY and PSK31. I want to do a feld-hell QSO, but nobody is on air even during the contest, probably because there are not many club members in Asia?

When thinking about moving to Kunming, I would like to first ship my FT-70DR, the handheld device. And after figuring out my license renewal thing, I will consider shipping my FT-450D to Kunming, maybe in October?

Of course I won't do FT8 on VHF and UHF. So I'll set up an MMDVM hotspot and give it a test. If everything goes well, I hope the device I bought is not soldered on, so I can upgrade to Pi Zero 2W.

Still need more local HAM friends. (Probably should post this in Chinese?)

After counting the rent (for the next 3 months) and common charge (for the next 1 year), the expense for June blows up again.

And I have to buy some electronics for the new house... The total expense might again be around 10K CNY...

Why saving money is so hard :(

Also this:

Alan Wake 2 OST Official Soundtrack - Ahti - Yötön Yö
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_8-Dc4UNDyY

I think I quite like Finnish songs?

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NIGHTWISH - Erämaan Viimeinen ft. Jonsu (OFFICIAL AUDIO)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jir1hHDuL24