Rovine(QOTO) @Rovine@qoto.org

@body@mastodon.social
I had a migraine out on the street yesterday and thought I was gonna die. All good after went home and had a nap.

@Saederup92 @freemo
The word "debate" reminded me something about myself.

I used to hate debates, or any variations of the word: arguments, or even discussion, to a degree.

Since childhood I cultivated an anxiety that people just don't like me and everything I say is wrong, even my personal values. So I'd get personal in debates very easily if I get disagreement from what I say. A reasonable disagreement in reality is supposed to feel more like a prod on my shoulder, or even just Link's fairy going "hey, listen!", but fear turns any disagreement into imaginary machine guns blasting at my way, and I have to put up some thicc bullet proof walls to protect myself.

I still have that anxiety on my low days and it's certainly not healthy. Frustrating to come across people who refuse to understand that psychology though.

@Surasanji
Can you share your peertube link please? Will watch.

@freemo
I met 4am again but I went to bed at 10:30. I guess it's my cue to just sleep earlier

@body@mastodon.social
I want to know too. I'm on a working holiday with a lot of moving around going on, never really staying at one place. I can't exactly do the same thing at the same time if I have a train to catch.

@Surasanji
It would be nice if energy is like, physically distributable. I could like, I dunno, sniff just 1% of your hypo energy to get myself going and do stuff.

@jonw
If this is from LinkedIn, I wonder what the conversations are like there around this image. Would it only have freelancers chiming in agreeing? Would there be anyone trying to defend "exposure work"?

@Absinthe
Oof

@Absinthe
That's good to know. My mate also has dogs and they don't trigger me at all.

@ploum And then I liked it for irony :3