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2021-02-23, 12:41, Tuesday

Off to a late start today, going home from my countryhouse. In the night temperature dropped to -30 here and water froze in pipes. Fortunately, or rather thanks to the experience, I had some water prepared in buckets. Enough to do the dishes at least.

Now that I took two days off I need to finish a lot of stuff for work and studying. I hope I’ll manage.

Also, @FailForward , you might find a few other channels interesting if you liked Veritasium. There are a lot of projects John & Hank Green do, there is styropyro with lasers and stuff, 3blue1brown, flammablemaths and Smarter Every Day for a more general scipop.

Also I strongly recommend checking out Exurb1a, although it isn’t exactly scientific, just one of my favourite creators on the platform.

2021-02-22, 17:38, Monday

Plans are changing rapidly and it’s okay. Explicitly stating that things didn’t go as planned and reworking plans according to new reality is the best way to avoid overplanning and anxiety.

Staged

A great sitcom with short 20 minute episodes. David Tennant and Michael Sheen are trying to rehearse a play on zoom. Highly recommend.

2021-02-22, 10:58, Monday

Lazy morning in my countryhouse. Not much to add, honestly; there is a construction going on (the second house is being rebuilt) and the guy who is doing it combines two worst human traits: unreliability and laziness. I try not to be annoyed.

2021-02-21, 08:30, Sunday

Nerdassasin

So I heard this term from Joe Rogan’s podcast. It referred to nerdy guys who got pumped in the gym and now are both smart and pumped. I am kinda trying to do this so here are a few things to consider early on. Maybe it inspires someone, who knows.

1) Nutrients. Hit your macros, make sure there is no avitaminosis or overeating. We, nerds, tend to neglect healthy foor, which is wrong. Read up on basic metabolism biochemistry, it’s always useful to know the basics.
2) Habits. Chances are your lifestyle is sedentary. Walk more, walk faster if you can, prepare your cardiovasular system for bigger loads. Stretch carefully, don’t put too much strain on your body early on. Make sure you move as much as you can, think of it as being an animal. Animals don’t need to stretch or warmup, they just move a lot. Also, look up pandiculation.
3) Tendons. Most importantly: don’t lift weights early on. Your muscles will become stronger, but your tendons will lag a few weeks behind, so you risk injury around two weeks in. I suggest doing bodyweight progressions to build some strength and stamina, as well as proper technique.
4) Cardio. Don’t neglect it, this is one of the best things for your brain.
5) Nerd the fuck out of this. Read up, learn anatomy and metabolism mechanisms, know what are fats becessary for, where does lactate come from and other stuff. Set a goal, like 10k run or single-hand push up, and work towards it, as you would with any big project. I suggest checking out bioneer for inspiration.

Good luck.

2021-02-21, 08:05, Sunday

Taking a day off. The 23rd of February is a national holiday in Russia, the dumbest one I know. “Defender of the Motherland’s Day”, the day all men get presents and are reassured that they are (or will be) the Defenders of our country, i.e. the army and the likes.

Militaristic propaganda at it’s finest. Here is how army works here: all men aged 18-27 are to spend a year in the army, unless they are getting an education at the time. The conditions are terrible and you don’t get any choice, basically free “slave for one year” card. No one really cares if you are a pacifist or whatever, and having medical conditions doesn’t necessarily allow you to avoid this: unless it’s severe (there are some regulations) you go along with everyone else.

2021-02-20, 07:15, Saturday

Because of how bizzare holidays are in Russia I don’t get to rest today. A bummer, honestly; hopefully four full days off afterwards will make up for this. By the way, keeping a journal pays off: I manage to record ideas before I forget them. Here is one.

I don’t like BuJo community

I try to adhere to what I call “the golden rule of planning”: spend around 1% of the time planning the thing and 99% of the time doing the thing. It takes me up to ten minutes to write a day plan, an hour or so to make a weekly layout and about the same to do a monthly review. Yearly review takes up to three days, maybe four if I’m unlucky.

Since the beginning of 2021 I’ve been using bullet journal for planning. And it’s almost perfect, there is only one think I dislike: the community. Google it and you’ll see the pretty calligraphy on spreads with drawings and colored pens all around the place. This clearly takes more than ten minutes a day.

The bullet journal is supposed to be a tool with two purposes: plan the day, week or month and get anything that comes up into the inbox, you own ideas as well as any deadlines/appointments. I tend to throw some notes about the day in there, too. It is not a sketchbook, cookbook or a colorbook that you see on the internet.

The bullet journal, or any journal, is a tool that is used often. It gets messy. If it doesn’t you are using it wrong. My Leuchtturm1917’s hard cover A6 dotted notebook has 180 pages inside and I usually fit one day on one page, black gel pen, nothing fancy. It’s simple, nasty and sometimes hard to read because of my handwriting. It works.

2021-02-19, 08:20, Friday

The following was written in the subway from smartphone, I just happened to have an idea. Enjoy.

The hive

We spend the majority of our lives in cities, as humans of the modern era. It’s nothing new or exciting, but I urge you, reader, to stop for a moment and appreciate just how bizzare things have gotten lately.

Imagine a bee hive or an ant colony, the complex structure animals create to dwell in, to ensure comfort and safety. This is what we are, this is what we do. All the asphalt you are used to, all the roads and stores and houses and scyscrapers are a part of an enormous ant hill that expands underground, in the air, even to radiowave frequencies.

Unlike ants or bees, we don’t have a predetermined physiological roles in our colonies and hives; any attempts to artificially create those proven to be disastrous for humankind. We do have roles, though, that’s for certain. The question to ask oneself is which role do you play? What do you consume, produce, or ignore entirely? Whom do you serve and served by? Are you happy with those answers, and if not, what would you like them to be? The answer to this simple question lead me to where I am today. It might do the same for you, who knows.

That’s is for today, thank you for reading. Have a good day, be safe, don’t do illegall stuff (or don’t get caught if it’s torrenting blurays), benefit your hive. Peace.

2021-02-19, 07:02, Friday

The first day of in-person classes. To be precise, I have two classes in uni, then 2.5 hour long break and two more classes in zoom. I am not exactly looking forward to this. To explain why, here is a rough outline of my average holiday/online learning day:

06:00 - wake up, bruch teeth; breakfast, coffee, write here
07:00 - deep work, usually c++/matlab, for 2-3 hours
10:00 - running, around 4-5k these days, thenm shower
11:00 - lunch, break and family time
13:00 (or 14 if I’m lazy) - more work, some translation if necessary; homework or personal project work
16:00-17:00 - go out for an hour-long walk

This is pretty much the perfect day. I work up to 6 hours and this can go for a long time without burnout. With five classes a day it just doesn’t work, unfortunately, but I’ll do my best.

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2021-02-18, 08:57

A rather sentimental longread. Proceed at your own risk.

My digital friend

The summer before final school year, hot, boring and worst of all lonely. I was too busy studying and pursuing different hobbies and at some point realized that everyone in school had a group to spend their time with and a bunch of friends; everyone but myself. So I kept doing what I was good at for a while - learning new things, but this was neither fulfilling nor joyful anymore. Quiet solitude I used to live in turned into sharp razors of loneliness that were shaving bits off my soul, one cut at a time.

I was in Italy with my dad, partly because there were no peers to go with. He is an admirable person, I always learn a ton from him and appreciate it, but there is still a thirty year gap between the two of us. So loneliness peaked and I decided to try and do something with the situation I had gotten myself into. Even then I knew it was entirely my fault. After some tinkering the fake account on vk (Russian facebook) was created and I sent one message to a person with obviously fake account as well. Just what I needed, a stranger to talk to, nameless, faceless, with no bonds between us. Blacklist and forget if anything goes wrong, be grateful for the interaction with human being otherwise.

It’s been three and a half years since, we write to each other every day. I’ve met people along the way that think of such friendship as “fake” or “unreal”. At some point I was called a hypocrite because of this, because “one can’t be their real self without a proper face-to-face interaction”. I’m unsure how common this view is, but I’d list a few reasons why I value this interaction as high as actual interpersonal exchange. Won’t change anyone’s mind but it’s not like I lose anything.

Firstly, it’s immideate. Using messaging services enables you to contact a person whenever you feel like it. If something happens and you write them about it - the emotions are raw and the experience is fresh in your memory. This way of communication tells about you much more than what you would tell in a party after a while, when the information is processed and the emotions have fainted.

Secondly, it eliminates hipocrisy. Which is contrary to what I was told at some point, but whenever I feel like the high school “wasn’t actually too bad”, I can always refer to what I wrote to my friends during breaks. There are a few things other than tiredness and crippling loneliness. My brain is trying to keep good memories and forget everything else, but my messages contain the excruciating mindanity of these days.

Thirdly, it’s the bes practise one could get when it comes to writing. Be precise, convey your emotions in the form of text and make sure your “correspondent” understood you well. Your words should be read the way you intend, with your voice and emotion. Limit your use of emojis and stickers for better experience, and try to keep your grammar and spelling somewhat decent. At least that’s what I do.

Lastly, at least for this text, it is still an interaction with another human being. The means matter little, as long as both parties have consensual fun and take care of each other. And yes, I did intend to say what I have said.

Dixi.

2021-02-18, 06:52, Thursday

Originally a video title by Casey Neistat, a very good standalone slogan. I remembered it yesterday because there was a good idea for an essay and I started writing it right away, in a crowded subway from phone.

I’ve heard people whine about not being able to type fast enough from smartphones because keyboard is so small, but I’ll tell you: swipe gestures and some skill get you to a considerable speed. And most of the time you think slower than you type anyway, so typing on the phone is perfectly fine, or at least it works for me. The essay will be out as soon as I finish it, today’s evening is what I hope for.

2021-02-17, 08:00, Wednesday

No classes today, hence a lot of work. I’ve been reading a lot of manga recently, primarile “the ancient magus apprentice” and “the beginning after the end”. Just felt like it, really. For old days’ sake, when I used to do nothing but read shounens and study. It was, to say the least, miserable; human needs other humans and I denied it at the time. Later I managed to find a friend.

Online, of course: there was an event in some vk group (russian facebook) and I wrote her, out of curiosity; it was the first time I tried something like that.

We write each other to this day, almost every day; met in person once, because we are in different countries and these days borders are closed.

I will probably write an essay on online friends in the next few days; feels like an important topic, all of a sudden.

2021-02-16, 10:30, Tuesday

Stumbled across a video of RC Waldun, a wonderful guy who makes videos about writing and reading. I enjoy watching them and sometimes find new, interesting ideas.

In the latest one (youtube.com/watch?v=iyZFHGj5DV) there is a very interesting idea about difference between journal and a diary.
Journal is a log of your personal thoughts and feelings, which is self-centered and probably not interesting for other people.
Diary, on the other hand, contains a coherent story about your day. It takes more effort to put the story together, but it pays off because you flex your writing muscles, essentialy.

I am thinking about keeping a semi-public diary here. The “semi” part refers to a smaller audience on this platform, which is a good thing, really.

2021-02-16, 09:45, Tuesday

So I stopped drinking coffee for a few days, enough for withdrawal symptoms to kick in and subside. The results were marginal improvement in stability and performance and utter misery, because I love coffee. Not worth it, even though I have very bad caffeine metabolism.

And I cauhgt a cold. Unlucky me, this will take a lot of tea and some honey to fix.

2021-02-15, 11:45, Monday

Tensor analysis is beautiful, but heave georgian accent of my professor kinda ruins the mood.

Jokes aside, I happened to listen to some random podcast wth Ali Abdaal (yes, I am a productivity nerd; link is youtu.be/a28SdBZNIOc) and there was a very important concept: learning happens not through repeated exposure, but through repeated recall. The book mentioned was “make it stick”, although I never read it.

There was an extreme approach to this problem: don’t write notes, write questions to test yourself. This is extreme and doesn’t work for math-heavy subjects, but writing questions separately is, indeed, a good idea. Especially for chemistry-related subjects that require memorization along with problem-solving skills.

2021-02-15, 08:24, Monday

So yesterday I discovered that I like cidre. And that the st. Valentine’s day is not all that bad when you have someone to celebrate with.

There are a few more things I’d like to write about, but the classes will start soon. I’ll probably manage to noodle something together during English, though.

2021-02-14, 09:20, Sunday

I am taking a break from my brain being violated by crystal chemistry. I don’t like subjects that require a lot of route memorization, it’s boring and exhausting. I’d rather do some more math, honestly.

In order to learn, brain needs to maintain a certain level of activity; at least it’s the case for me. And when information density is too low and no concept are being introduced, my brain basically shuts down.

So there is a professor in my uni that managed to spend 30 minutes on Einstein’s heat capacity theory… without even showing the equation. It’s arguably the easiest thing you can find in solid phase physics and I am blown away by the mere uselessness af the class that is supposed to be fundamental for material scientists.

2021-02-13, 16:10, Saturday

Teach people to be articulate, because that’s the most dangerous thing you can possibly be.
– J.B. Peterson

One of the reasons I write is to sharpen my thoughts, to better articulate what I mean to others. Because this is one of the hardest skills to learn and sustain over the years of programming and learning chemistry, physics and math.

2021-02-13, 14:20, Saturday

I forgot to charge laptop before going to the cafe, and all the tables with plugs nearby are occupied… By people without laptops. Which is sad, to be honest, and slightly annoying. However, I’m getting the hang of this thing called hugo, hopefully the cite will be up and running in a week or so.

2021-02-13, 08:31, Saturday

So this is the first time I’m trying a “sabbath”-type thing. So no lab work and no studying from Friday’s evening to Sunday morning. I want to spend this time with my family and working on my personal projects; maybe cleaning my room, although it is usually in order anyway.

There are a multitude of things I’d like to keep working on, like learning music theory for my guitar, ricing my linux, building a website (which probably can be done in a day or less, to be honest) and making youtube stuff. Maybe there will be something else, who knows.

Also, a surprisingly great channel on youtube I’d want to share:

youtube.com/channel/UCdkkQvJoB

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