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我终于找到了!
然而我还是不知道这一篇的名字
希望有人能告诉我

“I loved a girl who loved me back, but I had to leave her.

Why?
I don’t know. It was as if she was surrounded by a circle of armed men, their spears thrusting outward. Each time I went near her, I plunged into the spears which wounded me, and I felt forced to back off. I have suffered much.

Was this the girl’s fault?
I do not think so, or rather, I am convinced it wasn’t. The analogy I have just made is not entirely accurate, for I was also surrounded by armed men, with their poised spears aiming inward, that is, against my body. Whenever I tried to approach her, I was first wounded by my own men’s spears and I could not go on beyond that point. Perhaps I never reached the girl’s armed men, and if I did, I approached them already bleeding from my men’s wounds, and almost unconscious from pain.

Did the girl end up all alone?
No. Someone else walked up to her, lightly and never finding any obstacles. Tired of my own efforts, I watched him with indifference, as if I was the air rushing between their faces as they approached for their first kiss.”

– Franz Kafka

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I should learn
1 process services
2 record management
3 activiti
4 helm charts
this weekend.

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八十年代初方励之先生被公派去美进修时,写信给当时中科大校长严济慈先生谈及他在美的见闻和感受。信中有感慨在华盛顿看见几个美国大兵站岗守护一本宪法,而天安门广场上中国士兵站岗守护的却是一个死人。😅八十年代的中科大是个自由的地方,思想自由,学术自由:老师上课不用点名,只要你课讲得好,学生会挤满教室;反之若是老师讲得烂,阶梯教室里不时会有人中途退场,座椅翻起之声啪啪不绝,当众打脸。四十年后的中科大出得这样的下作小人,可见当年风骨荡然无存。呜呼哀哉!

想到一个有意思的现象,正经来说,从防病毒的角度考虑,应该是室外无所谓,毕竟空气流通病毒不容易传播,室内戴口罩,因为空气不怎么流动病毒更容易传播。

但是从疫情开始我生活中遇到的都是室外老老实实戴口罩,室内就去掉了。

所以戴口罩就是给门口检查的人看的,看完就可以摘了,就像学历作为敲门砖一样,而门口检查的人也是,进门之前戴了就行,进去之后我没有责任所以也不管了。

有没有人听过一段音频叫 你是我不可企及的光
我记得以前很好找 现在发现搜索引擎已经搜不到了

为什么一些在中国的外籍非中文母语的视频博主,他们一说中文就感觉用上了全身的力气

这张照片拍得真的很有红色赛博朋克和那种B.B is watching you的感觉
看庆祝建党照片还得看外媒😆

湖边经常会有一些市民捐赠的长椅,一般都是逝者的家人,会说一些表示祝福的话。

今天看到的这位可真年轻啊。

出门采购。本想去tortoise cafe,前几次买的中烘豆子都很好喝,结果路过亀山发现打折就进去了……
收到石虚清的螺蛳粉暴击又去了中华物产店。买了螺蛳粉、蒜蓉辣椒酱,买到了绿豆,浸泡上了准备煮绿豆汤消暑。开心心。店内摆着一箱豆角,我想买一点做豆角煎蛋。老板(不知道是台湾人还是东北人)好凶说“这个叫豇豆”…而且1500日元一公斤还不散卖,就没买。吃不到也没什么。
去鹤屋,想买梅子做梅酒冬天喝的。上周来店里最显眼的位置还摆满了冰糖和梅酒罐子,这次再来居然全店都找不到了,原本的位置已经摆上了各种烟火棒。季节转换的态度好无情。买了鸡胗和猪舌打算晚上做卤味再煮粥。
实在太热了。推车回家的山路显得格外艰辛。路上曝晒的蚯蚓干也越来越多。它们好惨,大概只是想过个马路而已。想到今天这么热,明天还会这么热,后天也是……真的好讨厌夏天。

那一次我站在樓上
看著他在樓下和某小姐談了很久
我知道他得用這種方式做個了斷
但我無法控制自己不看

這些曾經經歷過的情感
對於我來說是物質存在的
以至於我能分辨出那個情感的種類、濃度、重量
甚至是一種複雜情感裡所包括的種類成份

所以我說過看自己的情感
就是自己可以獨立於情感之外
就像看別人一樣
觀看自己的情感流動
因此能夠不受情感所困

你能夠感受到它
卻也能夠不執著與它~

七月的主要任务是get everything well-organized. 是个很艰巨的任务,包括的对象有文件夹、数据、东西、我自己的生活 :ac_acg012:

就算只是朝着这个目标发展就已经很好了!记得计划和记录 :ac_acg066:

The actions revealed that the clown extremely needs attention.
The lyrics shows that the needed attention must be from the dancer's other personality/identity.

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每次跟爸妈说话就是一场豪赌,可能获得“我好幸福”也可能获得“算了吧我不想干了”

在经历了一番非常激烈的思想斗争到底要不要干在朋友圈发戒指这么fucking hetero的事情之后,决定为了气我前闺蜜,还是发了(old queer体会一下直女乐趣
结果发了五分钟大概收到了自朋友圈存在以来最多最快的赞。
我日了狗,原来你们这帮平时我日发五百条愤怒女权视而不见的孙子居然还是刷朋友圈的啊 :0190:

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mastodon 这么 open/free 的系统,(居然)没有「小号」功能(吗) :0560: !?
对我这「人设分裂精神洁癖」的人来说,不太友好 :0100:

(好吧,我就是觉得另外用个邮箱注册,然后来回切换的麻烦 :0171:

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