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我终于找到了!
然而我还是不知道这一篇的名字
希望有人能告诉我

“I loved a girl who loved me back, but I had to leave her.

Why?
I don’t know. It was as if she was surrounded by a circle of armed men, their spears thrusting outward. Each time I went near her, I plunged into the spears which wounded me, and I felt forced to back off. I have suffered much.

Was this the girl’s fault?
I do not think so, or rather, I am convinced it wasn’t. The analogy I have just made is not entirely accurate, for I was also surrounded by armed men, with their poised spears aiming inward, that is, against my body. Whenever I tried to approach her, I was first wounded by my own men’s spears and I could not go on beyond that point. Perhaps I never reached the girl’s armed men, and if I did, I approached them already bleeding from my men’s wounds, and almost unconscious from pain.

Did the girl end up all alone?
No. Someone else walked up to her, lightly and never finding any obstacles. Tired of my own efforts, I watched him with indifference, as if I was the air rushing between their faces as they approached for their first kiss.”

– Franz Kafka

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I should learn
1 process services
2 record management
3 activiti
4 helm charts
this weekend.

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@chifenpichang

“大批仁人志士流落海外”
原来以前的人原来以前的人出国是流落的心态并不是终于回到自己真正故乡/新乡/家园的心态

有人知道出处吗 我在推特上看到的
看着看着这条推文突然从时间线上消失了 不知道又是什么推特的bug

有的时候看法律条文一下看不出什么问题
但是看司法解释就会非常生气

"一旦把假的当真的,真的就会被当作假的"

#til 看似平平无奇的路人名字Devi 原来还有一个源自原始印欧语的故事 en.wikipedia.org/wiki/*Dy%C4%9

Is there a way to search toots on Qoto.org?

迪士尼,为什么,这么庞大!就连国家地理都是它家的。

去知乎看了看对姜萍数学水平的质疑,感觉这事可能要反转翻车,就看阿里巴巴控场水平了...这些质疑也解释了我看相关报道时感觉到的反常:姜萍对数学执着至此,还说更喜欢服装设计数学只是plan B?数学水平至此其老师王润秋还说不是天赋靠努力?
当然一旦翻车肯定不是姜萍的错,而是背后拿她当棋子的人太过分。 :ablobcatcoffee:

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**I want to apologize to the whole community, sincerely, for my recent behaviors over the last 4 months.**

If i have been rude or even short tempered with any of you my apologies you likely did not deserve it. Read on if you'd like to know the story and you can decide if I should be forgiven or not.

I know several months ago I made a similar apology, and this may fall on deaf ears, but I hope some of you will hear me out.

First off my last apology came at the face of an Israeli mob death threat on both me and my family. That added a lot of stress at the time and certainly led to me being a bit rude with some people, not an excuse but I do want to rehash it a bit for context. Many of you have noticed since then I do not go out without an open-carry weapon on my hip, this is why.

That said that is not the source of this apology but it is loose related.

I have been dealing with some health issues that, while not life threatening they have severely limited me in some ways. Specifically a very severe sleep disorder. The sleep disorder, and a brain fog that made it very hard for me to think and function normally. In and of itself these werent the root cause, there were underlying issues. But my attempt to treat the symptoms (since the underlying causes we unknown) actually led to a worsening of symptoms long term despite providing some help in the short term. I will explain.

Most of my life I had ADHD as a diagnosis, but it had never been a hindrance to me, in fact I saw it as something that improved my intellectual abilities overall. However this diagnosis allowed me to receive an adderall prescription to try to address the sleep disorder and brain fog, not to treat the ADHD directly, which I have been on for about the last 4 months. It was a low dose (20mg once a day in the morning to wake up). At first it addressed my symptoms with amazing results, but over time it led to a cure to my sleep issue but the brain fog got much much worse. In addition to that my irritability when interacting with people was worse and I have been quite dis-tempered with some of you, and I am deeply sorry for that if this describes you. It certainly continued to cure the sleep issue however and since normal sleep is needed for me to do my work i felt i needed to continue.

Recently however I decided to take matters into my own hands and stop relying on doctors. Instead I got labs through shady means to test for things doctors were dismissive of and wouldnt in the past let me get authorization to have tested. Namely my testosterone levels, thyroid hormone levels, and various blood sugar indicators. These tests revealed three underlying issues: 1) A severely low T-level (so low the tests couldn't even register trace amounts) 2) An extremely high Thyroid-stimulating hormone, 3x above the maximum normal range 3) metabolic disorder causing blood sugar and insulin irregularities (which likewise led to extreme runaway hunger).

At this point I found a doctor who was finally willing to listen to me, armed with a mountain of ill gotten blood tests and managed to convince her to test me properly for verification and finally treat my underlying diseases.

As of about a week ago I started treatment for my underlying diseases, needing to take injections of about 3 drugs, soon to be 4. Knowing that the root cause could finally be addressed I figured around the same time last week I could quit both the adderall and the sleeping medication entirely. Now that the underlying treatments are starting to work, and the old treatments out of my system I feel the best I've felt in years. I already lost 16 lbs, my brain fog has mostly evaporated, and while my sleep is still recovering it was quite improved last night... So while i have a ways to go to be 100% I am already back to my old self, how I used to be before the brain fog began. and certainly doing better than I was doing even 6 months ago.

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有人形容Ozempic就是生药界的ChatGPT,就是人类不完全理解其机制,但已经被其效果所折服。从这个意义上说,中国干掉这个药的专利除了扶植国产之外,是普惠于民,还是全民做白鼠,真的是很难说。

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> 接近40年前,我还在上小学。那时我很难接受我朋友每次来我家里拿了书就走,从此再也不还。这件事困扰了我许久,等到他离开去外地上学,我都还在掰着手指计算他拿走了我多少本书。到如今我们相隔天远地远,就算是我想他再来我家偷几本书,大家也做不到了。有时候想一想,反而为他身边还留了几本我的书作为陪伴,而感觉到高兴莫名。

mp.weixin.qq.com/s/Tj353nqOfyN

「写作者容易有一种糟糕的错觉:未经描述的世界是不存在的。某种“在场感”下,你总是习惯性地想要把你看到、感受到的东西变成头脑里的文字或画面——感受力大概就是这样失去的。」

《可能的世界》,p46

可不就是这样么,写作者的滥觞。

汽车轮胎产业的产值规模已经停滞好多年了。对于大多数消费者,轮胎就是挑最便宜的。本来轮胎外表就都看起来差不多,消费者基本没法炫耀自己的贵轮胎。这也造成了基本没有品牌忠诚度,都无所谓的,感觉都一样。然后轮胎厂商的研发又让轮胎越来越耐用,结果消费者换轮胎的频率就更低了……所以即使汽车保有量在增长,轮胎产业并没有跟着多挣钱。 :0280:

近期的一条新闻是:中国宣布取消全国人大会议之后的总理记者会,且 “如无特殊情况,本届全国人大后几年也不再举行总理记者会”。从而终止了这项在一定程度上象征改革开放风格的政治传统,也代表着又一个领域开始往改革开放之前的年代倒退。虽然中国总理记者会的分量在很大程度上是被政治的总体不透明反衬出来的,且记者会上的问题是事先审查过的,但在三十多年的历史中仍出现过若干亮点,比如朱镕基的 “地雷阵”(1998年),温家宝的呼吁政治体制改革(2012年,这是中国最高领导人最后一次提到政治体制改革),李克强的 “六亿人每月收入仅一千元”(2020年)等。关于取消总理记者会的原因,有这样几种说法:一是形势和自信已低落到无法应付哪怕事先审查过的问题;二是意在削弱总理地位凸显元首权威;三是总理主动避免抢风头以图自保;四是总理以这种撂挑子的方式抗议自己的地位被削弱。我觉得前三条或许共同成立,第四条不太靠谱。

一则学人轶闻:已故的玻尔研究者戈革先生曾就读于西南联大。 联大复员为北大、 清华、 南开时, 他选了北大, 原因之一是北大对体育要求不严 (戈革体育极差)。 但要求不严不等于没有要求, 戈革毕业前夕依然卡在了体育课上。 他斗胆找了负责体育的管玉珊先生, 管先生说可以补考, 戈革说补考也不可能及格。 管先生问那你要怎样? 戈革提议写一篇文章取代补考。 管先生同意了。 于是戈革写了一篇 “论大学中不应设置体育课”, 管先生给了 80 分, 让他毕业。 戈革在《半甲園叢稿》中忆及此事时写道: “此事使我永志不忘。 我常常想, 我能够有今天, 在很大程度上是受管先生所赐。 我想, 我的这些经历, 在今后的中国也不会重演了。”

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